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Name: ashleigh
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Gainesville
Birthday: 6/8/1900
Gender: Female


Interests: ana, exercising, friends, horses, music and others... Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting SW:200 CW:152 H:5'11 GW:130 by my next bday UGW: 115 life sucks so swing it away.
Photob</span><br /><span id=Expertise: fuck i suck at everything Angry Anorexic
Angry Anorexic You're well aware of how stupid anorexia is, but
you don't give a shit. Developing the diasease
makes you feel like you're getting back at all
the stupid people who want you to be healthy.
You're feircely jealous of all those smaller
than you and hate yourself with a passion. You
often find yourself enjoying the pain that
comes with starving.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Currently
Jagged Little Pill
By Alanis Morissette
Not the Doctor
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I NEED HELP &/OR THINSPIRATION!i!

like super bad.

i feel like the fattest fuck in the world.

no one gives a shit about someone they cant see through layers upon layers of fat so i guess that would be me.

no more.

I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

rehab made me gain 50 lbs.

115 to 165...disgusting.

then i got out, and was watched 24/7. now im a whoppin 171 pounds.

i should be shot for being so fat.

i NEED to lose.

i NEED support.

i NEED help.

I NEED ANA/MIA.

NO FOOD UNTIL IM HER.

FAST BEGAN AT 12 AM-MIDNIGHT.

somehow i will do this again, i will be 115 AGAIN  and SOON.

peace. love. SKiNNY.

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AShleiGH


Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Currently
A Million Little Pieces
By James Frey
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2009: New Year, Same Story...

So tonight I begin fasting at 12:00 AM so technically it will be January 7th.

see how long it last.

liquids/cigarettes/probably some drugs

and thats it.

i guess this really is private now since no one comments anymore=(


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Christmas time

i love how no one comments me anymore

checkout my myspace i guess

http://www.myspace.com/bamxthatsxhawtt

peace

merry christmas

<5m_f4e8353715f14a209f15793959dfe887 newest pic of me


Tuesday, December 09, 2008

It's been FOREVER...

  i miss this journal so much&&& all of you guys too.

i was in a car accident in july. broke my femur, but other than that ive been okay.

heres some photos of the wreck:

100_3445we completely obliterated this mailbox

100_3443 we snapped this powerpole in half and it landed on top of the car.

100_3453 100_3449100_3452 dumbass who was driving the car(Megan, my ex friend)

100_3451 100_3450 my side of the car, the engine and the dash were sitting in my lap.

100_3448 i was the passenger.

 

lifes screwy.


Monday, January 21, 2008

CW:166.6

EDIT

so life fuckin sux.

i made a yr and two days and i fucked up today, i cut.

what the hell is my problem, i got high all weekend and had a threesome and got a hickey and ive got to go to court tomorrow for the shoplifting thing.

im fucked up.

 

 

:jan 19th:

 todays my dads bday,

intake pathetic.

worked out for an hour today.

and appearently sex burns like 729 cals or st.

so i did that last night.

times two.

im a whore.

im such a wreck,.

i dont know which way is up or which way is down anymore.

guys are playing with my head,

my weight is fluctuating, problems at work.

bleh.

today is my one yr anniversary of not cutting myself.

yay me.

 

picturesss.<5

my bad habit

2008 beginnings 022

 

2008 beginnings 001

 

2008 beginnings 005 i needed to ash.

 

then just me,

 

2008 beginnings 011

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2008 beginnings 019

2008 beginnings 018 im infatuated with my eyes

2008 beginnings 017 my eyes look like storm's fromx-men in this pic. sorta.

2008 beginnings 015

2008 beginnings 014

this is my fav.

peace out girl scout.

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