| went to church today. ate chinese food<calories??> did my homework for college. went to the gym for an hour weightlifting<calories burned??> threw up in the gym bathroom until i saw blood. yummy. calorie intake-?? im guessing 0. but thats if im lucky. i only eat on the days when i have to workout for gym class. so i guess thats good. how bout some photos? <5              
sorry some of them are upside down and that some are gross but im starving for perfection. i just have longer to go than most. |
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| for the millionth time. hopefully itll bring some loss. last time i checked 174.4. but ive had diarrhea and vomiting for the past two days. theres always hope. and faith. <5 |
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| like super bad. i feel like the fattest fuck in the world. no one gives a shit about someone they cant see through layers upon layers of fat so i guess that would be me. no more. I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! rehab made me gain 50 lbs. 115 to 165...disgusting. then i got out, and was watched 24/7. now im a whoppin 171 pounds. i should be shot for being so fat. i NEED to lose. i NEED support. i NEED help. I NEED ANA/MIA. NO FOOD UNTIL IM HER. FAST BEGAN AT 12 AM-MIDNIGHT. somehow i will do this again, i will be 115 AGAIN and SOON. peace. love. SKiNNY. <5 AShleiGH |
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| So tonight I begin fasting at 12:00 AM so technically it will be January 7th. see how long it last. liquids/cigarettes/probably some drugs and thats it. i guess this really is private now since no one comments anymore=( |
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| i love how no one comments me anymore checkout my myspace i guess http://www.myspace.com/bamxthatsxhawtt peace merry christmas <5 newest pic of me |
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